then i've been thinking about how i said that i was just "desperate" for going out with zack yesterday on my blog- and if that wasn't a mean thing to say/do. then i had to stop and REMEMBER that HE was the one who went off and facebook friended my SISTER then ended up telling her that she was HOT while STILL in a relationship with me.. yes, i know- it's not like he fucked her or anything behind my back but he still shouldn't have said that shit. i did say that i call a lot of famous people "hot" and it's basically like the same thing- but it's not.. he actually told an ACTUAL person that they were "hot" on facebook while talking to them and WHY would some guy who HAS a girlfriend tell another girl that they're "hot"?! i'm assuming that he didn't mention anything about having a girlfriend (at the time).. i was trying to think back to the times when he came to my house before i broke up with him and he didn't seem so happy.. he kept bringing up "when are you gonna get a job?" or something about my size.. hm.. if you aren't satisfied with THIS go fuck yourself. i bust my ass off 24/7. i'm going to look at some jobs (i forget where exactly right now) next thursday with my job coach. it's NOT like i'm sitting at home with my LEGS SPREAD ALL THE FUCKIN TIME, EATING ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME, AND EITHER LIVING WITH MY MOMMY OR MY STUPID DEADBEAT BOYFRIEND- GETTING PREGNANT ALL THE TIME WITH TONS OF DAMN KIDS (WHILE DWELLING ON MY OLDER SISTER'S LIFE BY READING HER BLOG EVERY FUCKIN MINUTE OF THE DAY AND USING AS A WEAK DEFENSE ON MY OWN LIFE THAT "AT LEAST I DIDN'T MAKE PAST MISTAKES" THAT WERE CLEARLY A LONG FUCKIN TIME AGO AND UNLIKE YOUR STUPID ASS- I'VE MANAGED TO OVERCOME MY PAST MISTAKES.. I HAVE MY OWN APARTMENT, I'VE HELD JOBS (AND NOT HAD MY MONKEY ASS STUPID BOYFRIEND GET ME FIRED FROM THEM), I'VE ACTUALLY GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL WITH HONORS AND I'VE WENT TO COLLEGE. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY FOR YOURSELF? shoulda kept your legs shut for one. i've become bored with preaching to your stupid ass though. it's not like it'll do any good. *sigh* plus- it's getting late. i wanna get to sleep.
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Sunday, January 27, 2019
i'm not mean. i'm just honest.
this just figures.. my friend who came over to my place and who i've been talking to a lot lately, just basically ignored me when i told him to come get his daughter's christmas present.. this happens to me EVERY fuckin year.. i always seem to buy people presents and they DON'T come to my apartment to get them.. i've done it at least 2 years in a row. last year i bought my cousin and her kids something for christmas and they didn't even fuckin come to my apartment to get the damn presents. i should just be a bitch who doesn't give anyone anything EVER and save my damn money but i seem to fuck myself over by buying gifts for others.
then i've been thinking about how i said that i was just "desperate" for going out with zack yesterday on my blog- and if that wasn't a mean thing to say/do. then i had to stop and REMEMBER that HE was the one who went off and facebook friended my SISTER then ended up telling her that she was HOT while STILL in a relationship with me.. yes, i know- it's not like he fucked her or anything behind my back but he still shouldn't have said that shit. i did say that i call a lot of famous people "hot" and it's basically like the same thing- but it's not.. he actually told an ACTUAL person that they were "hot" on facebook while talking to them and WHY would some guy who HAS a girlfriend tell another girl that they're "hot"?! i'm assuming that he didn't mention anything about having a girlfriend (at the time).. i was trying to think back to the times when he came to my house before i broke up with him and he didn't seem so happy.. he kept bringing up "when are you gonna get a job?" or something about my size.. hm.. if you aren't satisfied with THIS go fuck yourself. i bust my ass off 24/7. i'm going to look at some jobs (i forget where exactly right now) next thursday with my job coach. it's NOT like i'm sitting at home with my LEGS SPREAD ALL THE FUCKIN TIME, EATING ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME, AND EITHER LIVING WITH MY MOMMY OR MY STUPID DEADBEAT BOYFRIEND- GETTING PREGNANT ALL THE TIME WITH TONS OF DAMN KIDS (WHILE DWELLING ON MY OLDER SISTER'S LIFE BY READING HER BLOG EVERY FUCKIN MINUTE OF THE DAY AND USING AS A WEAK DEFENSE ON MY OWN LIFE THAT "AT LEAST I DIDN'T MAKE PAST MISTAKES" THAT WERE CLEARLY A LONG FUCKIN TIME AGO AND UNLIKE YOUR STUPID ASS- I'VE MANAGED TO OVERCOME MY PAST MISTAKES.. I HAVE MY OWN APARTMENT, I'VE HELD JOBS (AND NOT HAD MY MONKEY ASS STUPID BOYFRIEND GET ME FIRED FROM THEM), I'VE ACTUALLY GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL WITH HONORS AND I'VE WENT TO COLLEGE. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY FOR YOURSELF? shoulda kept your legs shut for one. i've become bored with preaching to your stupid ass though. it's not like it'll do any good. *sigh* plus- it's getting late. i wanna get to sleep.
then i've been thinking about how i said that i was just "desperate" for going out with zack yesterday on my blog- and if that wasn't a mean thing to say/do. then i had to stop and REMEMBER that HE was the one who went off and facebook friended my SISTER then ended up telling her that she was HOT while STILL in a relationship with me.. yes, i know- it's not like he fucked her or anything behind my back but he still shouldn't have said that shit. i did say that i call a lot of famous people "hot" and it's basically like the same thing- but it's not.. he actually told an ACTUAL person that they were "hot" on facebook while talking to them and WHY would some guy who HAS a girlfriend tell another girl that they're "hot"?! i'm assuming that he didn't mention anything about having a girlfriend (at the time).. i was trying to think back to the times when he came to my house before i broke up with him and he didn't seem so happy.. he kept bringing up "when are you gonna get a job?" or something about my size.. hm.. if you aren't satisfied with THIS go fuck yourself. i bust my ass off 24/7. i'm going to look at some jobs (i forget where exactly right now) next thursday with my job coach. it's NOT like i'm sitting at home with my LEGS SPREAD ALL THE FUCKIN TIME, EATING ALL THE GOD DAMN TIME, AND EITHER LIVING WITH MY MOMMY OR MY STUPID DEADBEAT BOYFRIEND- GETTING PREGNANT ALL THE TIME WITH TONS OF DAMN KIDS (WHILE DWELLING ON MY OLDER SISTER'S LIFE BY READING HER BLOG EVERY FUCKIN MINUTE OF THE DAY AND USING AS A WEAK DEFENSE ON MY OWN LIFE THAT "AT LEAST I DIDN'T MAKE PAST MISTAKES" THAT WERE CLEARLY A LONG FUCKIN TIME AGO AND UNLIKE YOUR STUPID ASS- I'VE MANAGED TO OVERCOME MY PAST MISTAKES.. I HAVE MY OWN APARTMENT, I'VE HELD JOBS (AND NOT HAD MY MONKEY ASS STUPID BOYFRIEND GET ME FIRED FROM THEM), I'VE ACTUALLY GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL WITH HONORS AND I'VE WENT TO COLLEGE. WHAT HAVE YOU GOT TO SAY FOR YOURSELF? shoulda kept your legs shut for one. i've become bored with preaching to your stupid ass though. it's not like it'll do any good. *sigh* plus- it's getting late. i wanna get to sleep.
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